Bigger Braver
Aloha,
I continually put myself in the client position of the work that I do. This week, working with a fellow healer, I was up against an obstacle that's been with me, possilby since birth or befoe. I had agreed to do this work with my pracitioner - then, when it came time for the final step, the step that I've been waiting for since we starting working together... I started having so so so many thoughts - maybe he's not the right one to help me through this, maybe I'm not ready for this next step, maybe we should go slower
Wow these thoughts came on really strong, I was pretty unsettled and unsure about moving forward - I was pretty sure that I should change something. Then, I sat... and asked myself -
Have I felt like this before? - yes
Have I acted from this place before? - yes
What was the result? - not good, murky waters
When I signed up to tackle my next block in my growth, I was clear - I knew what I wanted.
So I made the brave step to move forward resting on my previous knowing -- Because in those moments of feeling unsettled -- I was unclear, unsure. So, I chose to move forward not by acting on those thoughts that brought this unsettled feeling.
Many times,
--There is no right or wrong decision --
You get to decide what you want and how you want it.
I like things fast, I like to move .. Everyone has their own pace and we each are the guardians to how fast we go. How fast do you want to go!?
If I would have listened to that crap running through my head, don't do it this way - he's not your guy, it might workout badly ... blah blah blah - that is the crap in my head (in all of our heads) that keeps you/me from the next version of our bigger braver selves.
Warmly,
Vanessa